Never ending Nightmare:

 I won't be sleeping tonight

I know that it's gonna be war (War)

Lately been up, wondering why

I'm even worth fighting for

I've been getting so tired of holding the line, yeah

The price that I pay to survive seems so high and I

I am raising my white flag tonight

When I close my eyes it's there waiting for me

Finds me every time, will I never be free?

There's a monster I caged deep behind my eyes

I can never escape, I've been running for miles

When the morning comes I know it will still be there

My never ending nightmare (My never ending nightmare)

Pull the veil over my eyes 

So I can't see the person I've become

What am I doing with my life?

Try to stop staring at the sun

But my eyes get the best of me

I'm on the edge, I'm in too deep

Why can't you see that I'm right here waiting?

I close my eyes, it's there waiting for me

Finds me every time, will I never be free?

There's a monster I caged deep behind my eyes

I can never escape, I've been running for miles

When the morning comes I know it will still be there

My never ending nightmare

I've almost had enough

Knowing I just couldn't get much lower

It's got me so messed up

Never knowing when this story's over

It's so hard to fight for myself

When living means living in hell

When I close my eyes it's there waiting for me

Finds me every time, will I never be free?

There's a monster I caged deep behind my eyes

I can never escape, I've been running for miles

When the morning comes I know it will still be there

My never ending nightmare, (My never ending nightmare)

(A reason to live)

 How many nights have you waited for someone to care

Thinking dying is what you deserve

Like a sad song that no one seems to understand

'Cause some pain is just too much for words

No, I don't know your name

No, I can't see your face

But I've been to that place in the dark

So in case you just needed to hear someone say

I'm so proud of you for getting this far

So if you're feeling like dying

No tears left for crying

Alone at the edge of a cliff

If you're so sick of fighting

The monsters you're hiding

And wondering if you would be missed

You're not the only one that's feeling likе this

If you're hearing this song it's a gift

A reason to livе,

(A reason to live)

How many times have you reached out for anyone's hand

From the depths of your personal hell?

And then counted the ways you could end all your pain

'Cause you're so tired of saving yourself

I'm a stranger at best but please don't second guess

All the hope that you hear in my voice

This is not some cliché, promise you if you stay

Someday you'll see that you were well worth that choice

You Are Enough

Soldier

So if you're feeling like dying

No tears left for crying

Alone at the edge of a cliff

If you're so sick of fighting

The monsters you're hiding

And wondering if you would be missed

You're not the only one that's feeling like this

If you're hearing this song it's a gift

What a beautiful truth that a human can choose

To become more than just what they feel

'Cause the hell in your head will be nothing compared

To the person that it couldn't kill

❤️ A place called Love

 You don't love someone because they are perfect-because no one is..

You love them because they sooth your heart and soul, they make you feel comfortable, they accept your weirdness, they make you see things the way you had not seen before, they make your chaos less chaotic and your pain less painful, and they take you to that place of love, warmth and peaceful existence with all your flaws and craziness.

Creating

 Scattered throughout this blog..

By writing, you can create anything, anytime , anywhere.. Let your thoughts roam and put to paper words that never seem to come alive in conversations with others. Its a great way to free yourself from boundaries and constraints. Take a chance, get creative.. there is no wrong or right, just thoughts, and words forming a sentence.

🐶 Another Play (Ode to Scarlet Rose)

February 22, 2021

 Angry at first, tension mingled, enthusiasm raring to burst.

Little prints on the ground below, within your eyes a certain glow.

Our first meeting was a test, to see if we, would fit best.

Greeted with a snarl and shiny new teeth, not yet convinced, you should be bequeathed.

Tolerance evolved, with playful nips, many jeans, and many rips.

Developed devotion from within your spirit, with each warning, I could hear it.

Years of laughs, countless fun, Oh I loved watching you run.

Protector, man's best friend 'till drawn the final day.

What I would give for another play..

Anticipating the day would come, my heart, weighed heavy,

The cycle complete, you fell ill, there I sat, tear in eyes, my heart was broken,

The burden of love and tears of joy, and of parting words that were spoken,

No truer friend ever there was, how I wished for another day.

What I would give, for another play..

The rainbow bridge gates had opened, and you were free, free of pain, free to run,

Never forgotten days and nights, feelings of joy and so much fun.

The others before, wait to greet, for its been awhile, waiting the meet,

in heavens grace, and starlit skies, your spirit continues to live, another day.

What I would give for another play.

Just one more day, and another play..

©LaPoint,F. 2021

📚💻✍🏼📓 2024-25 Possible Arrivals

 Thoughts, titles, covers and ideas for two additional writes. Once The Madawaska is finished, I plan to write two more titles..

© 2021 "PARADISE AMONG THE PINES" 

Tentative date: Spring 2024  

© 2021 "IN THE ZONE" 

Tentative Date: Late Fall 2025 

Already forming the ideas, plot, characters, etc.. So be sure to follow, stay updated, etc.. even though its a ways away yet. I will be sure to post when I begin..